This is wild, I've been feeling like this alot lately. I don't want to die, but something in me is saying Death Death Death. I've always been the kind caring person throughout life and now that I've reached 23 years old and graduated college. I am lost because I am not the same person that I was anymore and I don't believe in the things people do these days. I just want to live somewhere and work on my psychic abilities, paint and write all day. :( Hopefully my souls sticks it out and finds a way.!

I don't feel as though I want to die either, but sometimes when I look ahead in my mind, I wonder how we are all going to do it (save mother earth I mean ) when our society dictates the way in which we must exist. I long for a much simpler form of living where one works for oneself to clothe and feed their family. Where we don't need banks or money to put a roof over our heads. Where corrupt, lying and cheating governments are not tolerated. Where conglomerates are taken to task for all the polution and made to repair the damage they have done. Where the rich don't get richer and the word 'poor' fades into obscurity. I find the words from Raphael very comforting and gently reminding of the bigger picture. We did choose this life and as a result were chosen to it because of our strengths, our faith and our ability to support and help each other make it through. No doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. It is still a beautiful world. Strive to be happy. That is my mantra.

I stumbled upon this page and this channeling from the Archangel Raphael...(well, we all know I was sent here to read it, huh?!) It has been my feeling for quite some time, that what was the point of life, really? I have been also working in the field of Metaphysics for 25 years so imagine how hard this feeling hits me..."I just want to die"....! I knew there were shifts and changes occuring, and I know myself as a psychic, that I was picking up energy, feelings, and emotion...but I felt somehow I could over come them....but it had gotten worse. I want to say a big Thank You to the channeler and to Archangel Raphael for bringing this information through. It has been an answer to a prayer for me, and when I read it I had this "yes, that sounds right", familiar, and "oh yeah, now I remember" feelings and insight. Bless the work you do, and know that today you have helped someone out here who really, really needed to hear these words from Raphael...me...!Thank you again....and many blessings to you.

Recently, i felt this way too. I am very tired. i noe i want to leave my job and do some spiritual work, but there is alot of fear, uncertainy and fear of no money, fear of jobless. i try to use the manifestation method but very frequently, other people around be kept saying this and that and i felt no support in what i intend to do. i felt very lonely sometimes. and felt tired about life and why m i here for? Why do we need to earn so much money but yet we need money. Thanks for your advice, Archangel Raphael, it helps me to see that i m not alone actually and i need to walk through all these fears and my old system to be reborn again as a new, refreshed soul on earth. Thank you:).

Hi all, I wanted to say a big thank you! to those who have written with their responses to the many messages from Archangel Raphael. His energy is very strong now and very present on the earth and he is available to anyone who calls on him. So I encourage you to talk to him :-) Much of the energy of the messages that are brought forth each month are a wonderful dance because of the questions that the editors of the ezine are gifted at asking. The solutions, the answers, the knowing all begin with first asking the question. So whatever is going on with you in your life, it's possible to begin to find those solutions by asking yourselves the questions. Believe me, it works! I've had those days where all I did was keep asking myself what I needed to know about this or that :-) Take care, many hugs, and keep breathing. You are so dearly loved and you are not alone on this path. Regards, Jeane Pothier www.answers-and-more.com

Dear Raphael and Jeane, Thank you so much for explaining this shift..I been struggling with this shift in energies for some years now, but especially in the last year. I thought it was time to go home, I could see no other option and yet something kept telling me try to be me. I ended up with counselling due to past problems that were causing the pain, I had to give up my job, my relatioships all ended (even ones that were there all my life!) and I was left alone to think, to be just me.....and it felt terrible at first, the letting go of all the pain, the people, the turmoil in my life, it felt like every day something was being ripped from my heart and soul and I couldn't do anything about it. I was so distraught....I turned to art. Last September I decided to try art again.....and to my amazement was quite good at it.....it just seemed to flow as if I had always been meant to do it and with the flow of that energy, the desire to end it all seemed to fade a little as I discovered a new me and a new choice....it felt good. Throughout all this time I had been praying, begging, yelling out at ;O) Raphael, all angels, God, my guide....anyone out there to help me, send me love, send me a solution that helps me......and they did.....and bit by bit I began to feel more at ease in letting go of the past, enjoying my new found talent and friends. And then, while busy with my art, and totally enjoying this aloneness now.....I met a man, a man who turns out to be a kindred spirit, a soul mate, a twin flame..whatever you want to call it....he has had every experience I have had over his life time. We have almost shared the same life....as if he was my twin. We found that as we talked we were both searching for that part that was missing....and it seems to be each other.....and so we found love. A new love, one free from the pains of the past, where we both want to be our new selves...our creative selves and be happy. So today....I come and read this!!!!! And I say to Raphael, and everyone else up there.......WHY DIDN'T YOU SEND ME THIS LAST YEAR!! LOL Just kiddin :o) It is like the icing on the cake to find it now...it is like you have given me the reasons I had to go through all that to get to the place I am now...a wonderful place of love and creativity and the only way I could have found that was by feeling the pain, the desire to end it all, the need to come home, and the fight within me to survive the pain....and live, love and learn to be happy...by letting go. So....thank you so much for explaining this to me...it has given my new found joy a deeper meaning. (sorry for rattling on, but I needed to say thank you for all that whinging I did last year.....and to tell people out there to please believe in this message...it is the only one needed to help anyone who is about to end their life). Love and hugs by the ton!! Sarah xxxxxx

Thank you, Raphael. I have never been to this site, I just stumbled upon it. Haha. I have really been enjoying myself and my life in the recent few months. Reading this channeling really just confirms for me, what I have been experiencing. Your words resonate deeply for me, and my entourage and I feel the grand waves of spirit and energy and it is glorious. Thank you!